farahdanny

time to move on

2010-02-06T12:45:00.002+08:00

hey all.. Its been a long time since i write in this blog. Hmm.. Its been a hectic start of the year for me. A lot of problems bombarded me at once. I know I have to move on but this kind of thing is very difficult to forget cuz it's still on my mind. And I can still picture everything out clearly. It is so hard to erase it out of my mind, my heart. All I can tell u is, this is by far the most heartbreaking thing that has ever happened to me. It cut me deep in my heart. It cut me rite thru the guts. The pain can be felt rite thru my stomach. My goodness. No matter what happens, this is something that I will never forget.

2009-11-10T10:35:00.003+08:00

I am sick and tired of school. I'm getting worse by the day. I got a lot of things to think about. I hate myself rite now. I feel like I should put an end to my life. I just can't take this anymore. God damn it. Dear god, please take me away.

2009-10-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

Its been ages eversince I last wrote in here. My blog is arld very dusty. Hmm. Im not feeling well these few days. Hunn, u know y. I think thats is y I've avoiding school a lot lately. I can know what my new classmates will say about me. Just like when I 1st came in my previous class. Ok.. Wadeva. People dunnoe me. But what the hell. Like people said, mulut org kau tak leh tutop. Mulot tupai kau boleht tutop. It means u cant shut people form talking. They can say what they want to say. I've decided to continue on schooling with the purpose of protecting my mother. Only god knows why. I've been in a bad mood. Saket badan every now and then. I feel so lethargic when I have to move about, especially when I have to go out. Even to go out to have fun. Right now, I really need help and lot of encouragement. I feel so lost. I feel like a loner, eventhough I know that there are people around me. I need advise.

Anyways, Raya is not the same for me. This year is a bit different. I don't feel the enthusiassm like I usually does. It feels like a normal day had just gone by. I didn't visit most of people's house because most of the time I'm working. But hey, I get a lot of money working during my holidays. Hee. Now no more holidays. Haiz. How many more days to holidays? My guess.. 3 months and bla bla bla.. Wow.. So long.. Oh well..

November coming soon.. Ala.. No biggy..

Love, farah.

Happy 18th Birthday to you.

2009-08-11T21:35:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Sayang...
Come I sing for you..
Happy BIrthday to you..
Happy Birthday to you..
Happy Birthday to Danny..(Hehe)
Happy Birthday to you..

Hie sayang.. Happy 18th Birthday..
U dah legal dah..Hehe..
Whatever it is, remember, I'll be here for you..
Through thick and thin..
Together we'll preserve the bad and good..
I am sorie if I can't buy u a present yet..
But I'll sure celebrate with you your very special day..
The day u turn legal. Hehe.
Okay.. Promise..
May all your wish come true ya dear..
May you be blessed with wealth, health, and many more.
I hope you enjoyed your birthday..
I sayang lah kat you.. U tau kan..
SO, jgn tinggalkan i okay? Hehe.. Cuz I for sure won't..Hehe..
Once again, Happy Birthday. Love u like always..

So, Sunday after work, I went to Hunn's house to lepak-ed. I was freaking tired, so I took a nap. His mum was like asking me to eat. But I was too full.. Sorie cik.. I did eat. Just one piece of chicken. Hehe. So, after eat, Hunn and his family was watching the national day parade and Singapore Idol, but me, I was sleeping. I am so tired that all the distractions and noises, I tend to ignore it. Hehe. How tired I am.

Then at 10:30 pm Hunn woke me up. We all siap2 then go watch midnight movie: G.I. Joe. I was in my PJ's. I quickly go change. Hehe. With my sleepy face, I go change. Then at 11:30 pm went out head to the mall. Reached the mall, still want to eat Mac, Omg, I am still full seh.. Hehe.. 12:00 am, went inside the wayang. Omg, it was so fun!!! The movie is better than transformers i must say. Hahas. I like the white chic guy. What's his name? I forgot. Hahas. He was so damn hilarious. Especially the part where they wore the suit.. Hahas.. Where the guy said, it costs millions of dollars, so don't break it. But he tripped and fell and was hit by a car. Hahas. So cute sak.. Hahas..Kk.. Then went home at 3 am.Woke up at 3 pm. Hahas.

Then at 6 pm(the next day) met hunn and his family again and dined in and followed hunn went shopping for some clothes. I was so tired seh. Idk y. Hmm.. Anyways, I had a fun day with hunn! Thanks for tagging me along. Hee.. Okay.. Till next time..

Once again baby, Happy Birthday and I love you!

With lots of love, Farah.

2009-08-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

Oh My god. What's wrong with blogger???? Haiz.. PIssed ehk..

Kk, yesterday went for Trek Earth with Faz and Fizah. Hehe. I was wearing jeans while training. Hahas. Laugh it up Fizah and Faz. HI DANNY HERE!!! (kpo) Ignore him. Hahas. K, back to my story. I was wearing jeans. I couldn't stretch of course. Because it was so tight. And if I do, my jeans will be torn. Hahas. kk..

Faz is so cute with her PE attire outfit from her previous school. Hahas. She is so cute man. Playing captain ball was even fun! She said she can't catch the ball, but in the end she got it. Hehes. Fiza..even cuter.. She run so semangat and then she say, "Alamak, bola tak datang pulak" With a very sad face. Hahas. Cute lah..

When I was stretching, I suddenly miss my coach, coach Mei Qi, my captain, Brina, my stretching partner, Shafiqah.. Huhu.. I miss them so much.. And don't forget Arina, my laughing gas at training. Huhu. I miss u a lot lah.. Hmm..

Kk..Till next time...

Sick.

2009-08-04T10:02:00.003+08:00

Idk what to say.

Thx Faz for the pill yesterday. Hee.( I was having a headache yest.)

Thx Fiza for lending me your phone to call.( Sorie to trouble you.)

And I'm sad my gerek supervisor is gg to resign soon.

Hmm..

Hunn, I want you right now na na na..

Hahas.

Byebye.

Till next time if I have something to blog abt.

Boy, I just realised that my life is boring..

Hmm.. Needs a kick ass action..

Yeah...

I wanna go have an adventure...

Gimme some of that can....

Hahas.

Toodles...

Love, Farah.

burp. Hahas.

2009-08-01T21:57:00.009+08:00

Wearing Formal Day. Class photo. Smile :)

The F's.. Say what u want. Bola tak bergoyang... Kan Fizah??? Hahas.

Eh people... I don't want to part with you guys lah!!!
Boo Hoo.
Fiza, faz, we must join same IG if not we'll rarely get to see each other.
Hee. I love u guys man.
You never fail to make me laugh my ass off at school.
Hahas. You guys nvr judge me, hehe, except for first day of school.
Hahas. I know. Hehe.

This boy here is so adorable. Hahas.
Omg... A few days only to your bday lah hunn... Oh my god!!

Dear payy... please come in faster. Hehes..

I love you like hell lah seh.. Crazy me and u..

Hehes..Hope you got what you what on your bday..

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I’ll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I’m gg out of my head
Lost in a fairytale

Can you hold my hands and be my guide

~Beyonce

Okay... Now I'm having running nose. Omg. It is so damn irritating.Can't go to work of course.Haiz. Sigh.When is my pay gonna come in. Hmm.Okay, I have a lot cravings right now. Hahas.That day went out with mum and adek to wheelock to get adek that crumpler bag he's been eyeing for months.Now he finally got it. Then we walked aroud that new mall, ION. OMG. that place piss me off. It is very complicated. Blergh.. Nuff said. I bought 1 ballet flats and one peep toe flats. *smiles smiles* I love it so much. Hehe. Then we dined at fish and co. I ordered philadelphia fish and chips and it tasted weird. Pretty weird. Hmm. I had to put tobasco sauce to perk up the taste. Ya I know. Tobasco sauce and fish and chips dnt quite actually match. But they don't have chilli sauce(at least I thought there isn't). So yeah. If I dine there again, remind me not to order that. Oh ya.. me and adek ordered sharkie freeze but the waiter said that the drink is very big and advised us to just ordered one. Ohok. I thought how big can it be. So I just ordered a normal size drink. But when the drink comes, *jaw dropping*.. Omg.. It was freaking huge lah. I'll upload the pics soon. The sharkie frezze is so super delish. Hehe. I want more. Next time, I want my own.. No lah. I don't think I can finish. So ya..

Today went out with mum,bbk,sarah,and hunn. Went to eat breakfast at Banquet then fetch Sarah from DAS then shopped for a little groceries at NTUC. Then hunn lepak-ed at my home sweet home. We watched MJ live. Hahas. MJ is really inspiring. Hahas.

Okay. Thats abt it. I cant remember the other days. Hmm.....Hahas...Nvm..

Gdnyte people. Love u hunn :)

Love, Farah.

2009-07-23T11:51:00.005+08:00

TGIF

Sorry for the late updates bitches. hahas. You guys were pestering me at my tagboard. Hahas.

Why people hate us? Hahas. IDK leh fizah. Hahas. Do u? Last week was the best week because I get to spent a lot of time with my loved ones. My W45P friends, my secondary school friends, my family, and my hunn! Cam whored with my W45P friends. Watched Harry Potter and the half blood prince with my secondary school friends. Spent a lot of time with hunn. Oh. I love them a lot. Hehes. Comms was okay. Enterprise was okay. Had to wear formal, even had to write a resume. Ya. Hmm. Moving on. Cognitive was okay. No comment. Today's science. Yay! The F's back!! Yeah! The F's bitches. Say what u wanna say. We are just having fun! Hell to the yeah! Hehes!

Love, Farah.

absence.

2009-07-15T20:27:00.005+08:00

Hip Hop. Guess who's back.. Back again..

The F's back.. Tell a friend..

Guess who's back..

Hehe..

Sick):

Presenting........................

The Bitches.................

The F bitches........

The people I will miss so much when we parted.

Memories of you guys will be kept inside me!!!

We may be crappy at times...

But you guys will always be remembered and loved!! By me!!!

I so love you guys lah!!!

I will always look forward to have a fun day with you guys everyday I went to school.

Not at those boring lessons..Hee..

I love you bitches!!! Hee..

This guy in the picture.. Well there's no words that can best describe him..

This guy loved me for who I am. Love me just the way I are.

He cares for me like no other human being does. He showered me with his love all the time. Eventhough he may irritate me at times, but I know that he is just being himself, and not pretending to be someone else. When I look back at the times that you irritated me, I laughed at myself on thinking of how silly I am to get mad at you easily just because you irritated me. Hunn.. no one can ever replace you in my heart.

I've given you my heart and soul to you. I know that you will never break my heart. And I'm thankful that I have you, that God have introduce you to me.

I am thankful for all the things you had done for me, the love you show me. For that, I feel so blessed knowing that you will forever be by my side ready for a listening ear, ready to hear out all my rants, ready for a shoulder to cry on. I am so blessed to have you hunn.

This three words might explain all of it. But deep down I love you doesn't say how much i love you because my love for you are not measureble.

You are my halo.The stars and the moon are nothing compared to you.

I love you hunn. I really do. Thank you for all the times.

Especially today. You did something really nice for me.

I love spending my time with you today. You are the reason I'm still hanging on.

Thank You. I love you.

Thank You for today too.

Love, Farah.

2009-07-13T20:19:00.004+08:00

Sorry if i had to put this pic!!!!! I don't have many pics of both of you. This was last years 13 july i think. Hee.

Happy Birthday to both of you!!!

Nadia and Nazree.

19 and 16.

13 July.

Ya.. U old already! Hahas! I know u said, I'm not that young. But at least I'm younger than you!!!

Hahas! Joking beb! i realised that I don't have a lot of your pics.

Must take in the future!

You and Nazree the same don't like to take pics.

Gaaaahh!!!

Btw, Nadia is my cousin and Nazree is my brother.

Both born same date.

Both irritating.

Both fun to be with.

Sometimes they can be pretty hardheaded but when they are nice, WOW!

Really. Hee. But i still love both of you. Hee!

Presents end of month ehk? Hehe.

Enjoy!!!!

Love, Farah.

2009-07-13T10:29:00.009+08:00

Watched Harper's Island yesterday. OMG! Okay. Lemme tell you something. I love this show!! The ending was amazing. Its shocking. The killer is just among them. OMG! Henry! I pity Henry though. He loved Abby so much that he is willing to kill everyone on its way. Aww! But he is a psycho. Like to kill people. Crazy much. But all the way in this show no one ever suspected of him! How convncing can he be....Wow! Seriously... He killed his best friend. Sully. Man, Henry's crazy. I super love this show! Want to watch again. Everyone died except Abby, Jimmy, Madison and her mum. Dunnoe her name. Hahas. Omg omg omg. Cal and Chloe is the sweetest. When one died, the other volunteerily died. So sweet kan. Omg. Ya'll should watch the part where they died. OMG! So touching..

Night Safari
Best student??Hahas!!!! Faz n Fiza Emow!

The usual belo people.Hahas.Faz, Fiza, dnt scold me.
Fazsreena and Farah.

John, you talk so much. Please just stop. Hahas.

Fan Ying. Faz and Fiza happy..!!

TGIF. Thank God its farah! Hahas! No lah. Our team on Friday has all names starting with F's(except Ricardo, so we name him Freacardo.) Hehe!

The usual people who tapao-ed and eat/gossip/bitch/laughed etc. at the empty classroom next door! Hahas! If wrong, sorry. Hee.

: farah.

1 hell of a week

2009-07-06T19:14:00.004+08:00

Heyheyhey. Firstly, I would like to wish Fira dear a happy belated birthday! Tc love! Hee.

Next. Omg! Last monday to wednesday was a little school break cuz there's so many cases. Guess what, they reopen again, the number of cases increase. WTF? Just shut down the school lah. Haiyo! N the e-learning was super suckish. Have to wake up at 830 am and go in the discussion forum. Gaahhhh... Im super lazy but force myself up and in the end I don't know where to find the discussion forum. I was too sleepy to check thoroughly. Geez.... So I went back to sleep. Whatever lah. Stupid e-learning.

Wednesday, I went night safari with hunn and his classmates. Yeay! Fun! Great! Didn't took a lot of pix though. Should have. Gaah. Fira, Nad, Susi and the rest, we must meet up!! I miss u guys way too much alrd! Gaah! I really need them to boost my energy especially at work. Work is suckish. Tired. Whatever.

Friday I went to school and then I forgot to bring my thermometer. They were doing a spotcheck before anyone can enter the school. I was like WTF? Haiyo! No!!!!!! Not today! I really can't miss that lesson as I'm far too behind! I have to buy a thermometer but sadly I didn't bring my money so I head back to the MRT station meet up with hunn at JP and eat macdonald. Hahas. Not long enough, I saw Ricardo. Hahas. At Macdonalds. What a conincidence. He also nvr bring thermometer, then go home better. Hahas. After eating macdonalds, head to lib play games there. Hahas. Haiyo. I wanted to stay longer, but no! must work! SighSighSigh!

Now here I am today. Went to school. N guess what? I brought my thermometer. NOt the usual one. the ear ones. Hahas. Cuz I couldn't find my thermometer. Hahas. N Faz was like laughing at me. Hahas. Aiya! Im too lazy to upload pix. Next time lah I upload. Hahas. Im a super duper lazy girl.Okay.

Till next time! Byebye earth people or even aliens out there! Hahas. I know I'm lame, just bear with it. Hahas. Love u hunn!

bored much.

2009-06-18T20:07:00.003+08:00

to danny baby

I only have one thing to say today:

FUCK THE WEATHER!

2009-05-29T21:11:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Siti Amirah!

from kak farah and abg danny!

may you have a happy birthday,which i know u did!hahas.

enjoy your birthday and may you last long with achik!

so sweet of him to do all that...

Have a nice bday..I love you!

Achik,you must treasure amirah long-long..

She's a keeper..hahas..Enjoy!...Happy happy always u two..

2009-05-28T19:51:00.006+08:00

hugs and kisses.

Hazwan the story teller.

shortest to tallest.sadly im the shortest.

FD
I promoised nadeya to upload the pics..hehe..sorie nad..

Hello everybody.farah here.Its been a long time since the last time I wrote and my blog is already collecting dusts.Hahas.sampai tagboard hal.hahas.Been busy with school.I’m getting sick of it.seriously.Its presentation,day after day after day.Why don’t you just stab me in the heart.Gaah.Kidding.I don’t like my daily rotine.I think that the school should be pulled near towards my house.I think that the school hour is too long.You should cut it short people.I think that they should start the school at ten for all year.that way good kan.tkya bgn pagi2.buang2 my beauty sleep je.hahas.lame.

Padehal eh,my school access the internet everyday ehk.I can use the internet for blogging,but I’m super lazy to type.hahas.but today step rajin.hahas.Just got my laptop back for about ten days ago.i think,im not so sure.after it has been sent to the DOCTOR because my laptop’s sick.hahas.lame.actually my laptop got problem.So,I sent to the care centre to ask their assistance.Then they say they will get back to me in 3 to 4 days.WTF rite.so meanwhie,I had to loan laptop from school.Gaaahhh..But on the bright side,it lightens y burden,by no need to bring laptop rite,so ringan siket.hahas.So the care centre called me,and they say the hard disk fail,so they will have to order for me a new one and it will take 1 week.WTF?i complain to mum(hehe..like small kid ehk)Mum called them,complained and then they said okay2 tmr the hard disk come alrd.WTF???nk tipu tk agak2.bluek ah u people.hahas.

Btw,what’s wrong sia with our tagboard??tibe2 lost.WTF??okok.i’ve been using a lot of wtf lately.hahas.I miss hunn.hehes.I hate school.I hate school.Its too boring.I can’t take the long journey.I can’t take the waking up in the morning,getting ready and such.I hate the heaviness of my laptop,and having to drag it to and fro.Gaahh...

I love weekends.I want the weekend to not last.please.I want to sleep in till afternoon.please lah...Hahas.Okay,i feel like I’ve written an essay.Hahas.Okay,I’m just being random here.Hahas.Schools are as per usual.Now,we've changed group.Hello new team mates!hahas.Tmr science UT.i didn't study anything.I don't understand anything.Maths UT...I just cant remember the formula,gaahhhh..if only i did.n i didn;t bring calculator.so..i guess im not getting a good grade.I hate enterprising's UT.its like wtf??hahas.

now i know that someone else is much crazier than me..right hafizah emo??hahas.she's crazier than me.really...btw we call her fiza emo cuz there's another fiza,and she's always happy,so we call her fiza happy.then the crazy one we call her fiza emo.hahas.padehal tak emo langsong.hahas.now then i know how crazy she can be.hahas,fiza!!!!hahas.

Hunn's cat is have been living with me.Lucky's going home soon.sad much.mcm cute gitu ade 2 cats.they have been fighting.hahas.soon hunn is gg to live ,at least near me.hahas.cnfrm best kan u..i baru smlm jmp u..n im missing you.hahas.hunn said we'll be gg to

night safari with hunn's classmates.ermm..idk lah u..i shy lah..hahas.anyways hoilday;s coming soon!yeah much!hahas.cnt wait.gonna slack all the way...n wake up late...yeah...hahas.okay then.till next time..i love u hunn.. annyeonghi kaseyo!

farah

hate it

2009-04-27T18:47:00.002+08:00

okay.new school.new class.argh.i hate it that i have to wake up in the morning.get ready.go out to school.and still be late!wtf?wadeva lah.i'll make it if im on time.and if im on time the lift will be super pack.and i have to take the stairs.5th floor tau.my goodness.tired tau.n slow kan naek tangge,so eventually i was a few minutes late.and the rules stated that if u come later than 830,0.05 marks will be deducted.argh.dah lah tinggal jauh.bus ngn train tk tentu pukul brp.nk jln lagy.dah sampai skola nk kene gy block dier,naek lift.alah.tak larat aku.So far so good lah the lessons.everyday must do presentation.nvm lah.lame2 biase lah tu.hahas.

Last week is the first week of school and it feels like one month.Its a long week i must say.with the hot weather.and dnt get me started with the orientation.so tiresome.and so lame.hahas.sorry people.i wasn't that enthusiastic.Maybe if it was with my secondary school mates,okay eventhough its a bit lame,i'll be hyper.hahas.lagy2 kalau dah dgn susi,nadya,mairaa and many2 more.conferm kecoh.okay i miss them a lot.seriously ehk.I miss sayang too lah.Dah 4 hari tk jmp.cannnot go on like this lah baby.jmp tau bsk.

Made some new friends.even met some old ones.Dhiya!!!!She's my primary school friend.We both same school,and we live near each other,we went to school together everyday.Hello Dhiya!!!hahas.new friends.hmmx.gd.okay..till next time people..farah's got to go to school,and tire herself out.hahas.random.byebye.

Love u hunn..a lot..farah.

come back.

2009-03-31T14:47:00.007+08:00

halo readers n passerby's! so long siak never write anitin on blog. duno wad to write actuali dats y. well,for me life is good,starting to go back to school.i like my new class.its fun,enjoyzing!!! have frens of different ages n genders... hahaha... friends wif short hair long hair no hair oso have. haha... n ya,my lecturer,his great.overall i like comin to class everyday,cz everyday theres alwaez somting to laugh about.even about NUMBERs we laugh.. haha. u might be tingking about how we laugh about numbers rite, its ok, hard to explain.anyway,the only ting dat i hate to do b4 comin to school is dat every morning i have to change clothings. how i wish they have uniforms,haha,easier rite like dat.but overall,its great comin to school.

ohya,NS called me 2times to report in!!! im jux turning 18 n i wan to enjoy my teenage like b4 i go in...lucky can defer if not im BOTAK! haha. talking bout NS, i sudenly tink dat now im growing up fast! n talking bout growing up fast i sudenly tink of secondary school frens... start to miss them,well,some.met a lot of characteristics people in secondary life. its a steping stone for my life den.now i dnt knw wad to write anymore,haha.to all ex-huayians dat i knw,hope ur doin well in wadeva u do! n to farah,graduate fast n keep to our plans for the future...

eh wait2 b4 i forget,congrats on fira to be acepted to NAFA.very X man! do well!

danny

heyheyhey.

2009-03-31T01:07:00.009+08:00

This is my favourite teacher and my favourite class.She is the most coolest and bestest teacher ever kan kawan-kawan?She is so patient.She treat us with love and care.She is very talented and inspiring.miss u teacher!

okay.saturday.woke up at around 7 30,meet nadia n mummy along with ibu to go to my new school to purchase a laptop.haha.mummy dah agak dah kalau janji kul 9 mesti kul 10 g2 baru jmp.n she's right.hehe.ibu n me met mummy and dia at ya kun kaya toast to have a quick brekfast.couldn't go without an empty stomach.then arrived there at around 11 or 12 i think.actually im not able to buy because i didn't bring my important documents.
then had an idea.since bibik all will be meeting us at my kak sdare's anak cukur rambot jemputan and they will be taking a cab,so i asked bibik to pass me my documents along the way as the jemputan is quite near my new school.so at around 2 + like that got my documents,bought the laptop and went straight to configure.nadia bought earlier and dah configure pon.

so when dah abes configure tros g that jemputan.eat.im famished btw,breakfast,just ate kaya toast.while i was sitting and eating at the void deck,(jemputan kat void deck tau.)three undertakers tibe2 walk past us.police cars and ambulance were present.dnt wanna elaborate more.hahas.then reach home.

sunday,spent time with hunn and exploring my new laptop.jakun.hahas.then went home.had fun with hunn.hahas.i need money.not want,but a need.Congrats to fira for the acceptance into NAFA!we must meet up soon!miss u girls way too much!okay thats about it then.till next time people.byebye.love u hunn.

farah.

hello again.

2009-03-30T01:49:00.005+08:00

ok hello again.we had to restart our blog for some reasons.and we're back!but all our posts had been flushed down the toilet.i think.hahas.so basically we are starting again.earth people,please do leave us a comment.cuz our tagboards are collecting dusts.hahas.we don't entertain nonsense.period.hahas.ok then.we have nothing to write about yet.will start a proper post tmr,if possible.ok.byebye earthlings.
farahdanny.

hello there.

2009-03-29T23:09:00.001+08:00

hello there earth people.i have to restart my blog.sorry.be back in a jiffy.