Its been ages eversince I last wrote in here. My blog is arld very dusty. Hmm. Im not feeling well these few days. Hunn, u know y. I think thats is y I've avoiding school a lot lately. I can know what my new classmates will say about me. Just like when I 1st came in my previous class. Ok.. Wadeva. People dunnoe me. But what the hell. Like people said, mulut org kau tak leh tutop. Mulot tupai kau boleht tutop. It means u cant shut people form talking. They can say what they want to say. I've decided to continue on schooling with the purpose of protecting my mother. Only god knows why. I've been in a bad mood. Saket badan every now and then. I feel so lethargic when I have to move about, especially when I have to go out. Even to go out to have fun. Right now, I really need help and lot of encouragement. I feel so lost. I feel like a loner, eventhough I know that there are people around me. I need advise.

Anyways, Raya is not the same for me. This year is a bit different. I don't feel the enthusiassm like I usually does. It feels like a normal day had just gone by. I didn't visit most of people's house because most of the time I'm working. But hey, I get a lot of money working during my holidays. Hee. Now no more holidays. Haiz. How many more days to holidays? My guess.. 3 months and bla bla bla.. Wow.. So long.. Oh well..

November coming soon.. Ala.. No biggy..

Love, farah.